Every single thing that I do reminds me of you,
You were everything to me,
You would make me smile when no one else could,
Your touch was so comforting,
I miss it,
I miss everything about you,
I miss the way you looked at me in the morning from the other side of the bed,
I miss the way you laughed,
I miss being there for you,
I miss seeing the world through your eyes,
I wish that things were different, I really do,
However, I know that you're happy,
And I would never jeopardize that,
The pain that I feel now is a consequence of my actions,
Or in reality, my inactions,
I abandoned you when you needed me most,
And I did it for selfish reasons,
I did it because I was scared,
I just remember that you were always there,
You were always there for me,
And I never returned the favor,
I never deserved you,
I never deserved your love,
Sometimes it takes a while for man to realize what he has truly done,
He pushed away the love of his life.
There are so many things that I miss about you,
I miss the way you threw your leg over mine at night,
I miss the way you'd laugh when I tickled you,
I miss seeing you driving away,
Knowing that I'd see you again very soon,
I miss how you gave me everything,
You were my everything.
I sit here, again, early in the morning,
Knowing that you're laughing with someone else,
Knowing that you're someone else's everything,
Knowing that you have someone else in your heart,
Knowing that I'm all the way out here, all alone,
No other woman made me feel the way that you did,
No other woman loved me the way that you did,
No other woman touched me the way that you did,
To know that you're gone...is a hard concept to grasp,
It may have been a few years ago,
But it still stings,
Because when you realize what you had is really gone,
It's hard to cope,
It's hard to feel the way that you did when you were with her.
What made her so perfect?
Her imperfections,
Her ability to love,
Her smile,
Her wonderful heart,
The light in her eyes when she laughed,
The way I felt when she said, "I love you, Matt."
I wish that I could get one more chance.
One more chance to show her that I made a mistake,
Another chance to show her that I know what went wrong,
Another chance to treat her the way that she deserves to be treated,
Another chance to feel the joy that we both felt while we were together.
I miss you so very much.
I miss all of the things that only I knew about.
No other woman in my life made me feel the way that you did.
You are amazing,
And I've known that for quite some time,
I've known how truly wonderful you really are,
How amazing your life story is,
How much I want you in my life.
I know that I have apologized,
But words cannot express how truly sorry I am for what I've done.
So, there are some things that I'd like you to know:
I miss waking up next to you,
I miss how soft your lips were,
I miss how natural and beautiful you are,
I miss how much I missed you whenever you drove home,
I miss how happy we were together,
I miss making you smile,
I miss thinking of creative ways to show you how much I loved you,
I miss your beautiful voice and how you sung like no other person I know.
But most of all,
I miss you.
For the things that I forgot to mention,
And for the things that I could continually add,
You are still an amazing woman, to me.
It was hard for me to be around you because I felt this way.
However, I now know how to explain my feelings through words.
I miss you.
So very much.
I love you,
And I wish that you were back in my life.
Я тебя люблю.
